The Writer
In her room at the prow of the house
Where light breaks, and the windows are tossed with linden,
My daughter is writing a story.
I pause in the stairwell, hearing
From her shut door a commotion of typewriter-keys
Like a chain hauled over a gunwale.
Young as she is, the stuff
Of her life is a great cargo, and some of it heavy:
I wish her a lucky passage.
But now it is she who pauses,
As if to reject my thought and its easy figure.
A stillness greatens, in which
The whole house seems to be thinking,
And then she is at it again with a bunched clamor
Of strokes, and again is silent.
I remember the dazed starling
Which was trapped in that very room, two years ago;
How we stole in, lifted a sash
And retreated, not to affright it;
And how for a helpless hour, through the crack of the door,
We watched the sleek, wild, dark
And iridescent creature
Batter against the brilliance, drop like a glove
To the hard floor, or the desk-top,
And wait then, humped and bloody,
For the wits to try it again; and how our spirits
Rose when, suddenly sure,
It lifted off from a chair-back,
Beating a smooth course for the right window
And clearing the sill of the world.
It is always a matter, my darling,
Of life or death, as I had forgotten. I wish
What I wished you before, but harder.
-Richard Wilbur
In your book were written every one of them;
the days that were formed for me,
when as yet there were none of them.
How precious are your thoughts, O God!
How vast the sum of them!
...They speak against you with malicious intent;
your enemies take your name in vain.
Search me, O God, know my heart.
Lead me in the way everlasting.
-Psalm 139
Another year, a big one, 21 today! Dinner at Chili's ,a picnic at the cliffs, reading, and listened to one of Dr. Grant's Rome lectures together. A great day, and great week and another year under the sun.
Twenty one things to remember from your 21st year-
- Lists - were there more than 21? ahhh...yeah. You can bank on that.
- A pre-LSAT score of 164. Amazing.
- Aquinas College - Summa Cum Laude
- Lunch with Dr. Smith
- National Golden Gloves Championship Fight
- The week by Nana's side
- Chats with your cousins
- Moving back home to California
- Son tres amigos meet again over pints
- Route 66 - what happens in the car stays in the car
- The Grand Canyon
- The Big Texan
- A Real Grown-Up Job
- Rodizo Grill
- A plane ride with Roro
- Standing on the Edge of the Santa Cruz Cliffs
- Suit shopping for the Capitol
- Rodizo Grill (Yes. it's listed twice foodie!)
- the work that went into your dissertation -and publication
- Saying goodbye to friends
- Hanging out with old friends again
All these days were written - what a joy it is to be a part of playing them out with you.